- Nov 3, 2010
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So I'm having a problem with my bhs, AGAIN. I have it. I know I do, my tumble coach knows I do, and a month ago I was doing it all by myself without even worrying, it's just something in my mind is still telling me I can't do it. I just got back from my private and I feel like I'm getting worse every week. I got in the car and just broke down crying because I'm beyond over this disappointment every week. It's the sit that gets me freaking out. I don't know but sitting and jumping back reaching for the floor freaks me out when I don't have my coach there. I've tried to pretend he's there, singing a song, deep breathing, focusing, but it just feels awkward. I'm doing all of the drills right, but when I step on the mat, it's like I've never done a back handspring before. What do I do to get over this?