- Nov 3, 2010
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So Wednesday I had my private and have my back handspring by myself but it's just my self confidence now, it isn't even fear. I know I can do it, heck I was doing tucks before, but the second before I do it, all of these thoughts go through my head. Like how much I suck and suddenly, I forget everything I'm supposed to do and freak out. I was so mad when my private was over, I could feel my self confidence just shatter you know? I really want to move on, but I don't know how to get my confidence up enough to just do it. Running is no problem, but my standing is giving me the problem.
