- Mar 9, 2014
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Now, this thread is just need to say to get out there to all of you coaches/parents/fans/cheerleaders. And now, I apologize for irrelevance, why it's on the random board. And it's choppy so... Anyway. Hi. I'm Kätter. I'm 15, 5'8 and 130 pounds and a photographer who shoots NCA and UCA events (with my father.) And Ever since I was younger, Whenever I first went to these competitions, wanted to be an allstar cheerleader. Even Though I was a hip hop dancer at that time and much longer before, I was even a National champion for my old studio. Sadly it had to close for reasons I will not name. This came to the time that I couldn't really dance anymore anyway since my legs became overworked and were filled with tweaks and injuries. So, I was forced to stop because of that, not knowing I was never going back. I didn't want to look at sports again until I had to go with my dad to an AllStar competition. At that moment, I wish I could've been a cheerleader. Sure, I now go to the competitions all the time and enjoy them with taking photos and etc. But, I've just been broken by the fact that, I'm too old to start now and get to that level. It just so taboo as well, walking through the halls getting these looks, and giving some world champions the look that I'd do anything to be in their shoes. I just can't do it. I'm too weak it seems, and not talented enough anymore to. Even my parents don't even think I can. They laugh at me and think this is a phase but, I don't think phases last practically your whole life. Then, It also doesn't help the fact that I'm a hipster/grunge who looks like they want nothing to do with the sport.
My questions are, Could I ever do it? Will I just have to sit back knowing I can't? Will I ever get another chance? I feel miserable that I can't do things that I've wanted to do... And my siblings get everything practically handed to them. But all I get is laughed at and thrown under the bus it seems.
So, there. I just wanted to get that out there, I also apologize for the choppiness, I really just wanted to clump my thoughts together. Give me words of encouragement or advice if you want, or bash on me. I don't care. I just want to know what you all think. Thanks for reading this.
Want a portrait or Silhouette?
Ask me. ._.
Let's go jump in the moonlight. RDS. ~
My questions are, Could I ever do it? Will I just have to sit back knowing I can't? Will I ever get another chance? I feel miserable that I can't do things that I've wanted to do... And my siblings get everything practically handed to them. But all I get is laughed at and thrown under the bus it seems.
So, there. I just wanted to get that out there, I also apologize for the choppiness, I really just wanted to clump my thoughts together. Give me words of encouragement or advice if you want, or bash on me. I don't care. I just want to know what you all think. Thanks for reading this.
Want a portrait or Silhouette?
Ask me. ._.
Let's go jump in the moonlight. RDS. ~