I'm literally at a loss for words another person I went to school with just died and I can't understand what it is with this town and loss of life so young. That makes 5/6 people in the last year in a half all within the same year or two of school as me. What makes it worse is he was the only person my best friend has ever truly been in love with and I have no idea what to even say to her. She's so far away I can't visit her, none of her roommates are home and my heart is so broken for her. I could barely finish my shift today because one of the security guards I was working near was identical to him. I just cannot understand anything that's happened to me or my friends or family lately